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Post by Krissy2003 on Oct 14, 2003 17:25:55 GMT -5
awwww you have no idea what your words have done for me....Amanda, Krissy, AnnsMamma, Annlen....you guys are all so sweet. coming here cheers me up so much, you have no idea! Amanda - We have so much in common you know, situation-wise? Although our situations are completely different, we have both been treated like dirt for reasons out of our control. I hope things get better for you...not one day but NOW...you totally deserve so much more than you have right now...you are so wise beyond your years I have no idea how to even comprehend it sometimes...I often feel like I'm talking with someone much much older than me...and the strange thing is you are younger than I! You are so amazing...I don't know what I would do without you! Before I met you, before I met any of you, I was so much worse off than I am now. Anny...you are the sweetest girl! You always know how to cheer me up...you are amazingly sweet! And Krissy...you are also so sweet! And you make me laugh so much too...you deserve the award I won much more than I do...and AnnsMamma...you are so supportive and loving...no wonder Ann wants you as her mother....I think we all do! And to all others who haven't responded, you're amazing too! I love you all so much! We are so lucky to have all found each other...and I above all am so blessed to be surrounded by such amazing people! I love you all so much it hurts! Aww Chris You are sooo funny too! See what you done to me has changed my life, the way you say things like that, not only to me but to everyone...lol and u think im funny..lol  maybe its funny the way i think something is halarious and you just watchin me laugh at it...lol  ;D Much love to ya booh  |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 14, 2003 17:28:13 GMT -5
aaaaw.. Chris.. I feel the same way about you..
I'm SO grateful for having you in my life.. I won't ever loose you, and I hope I don't have to deal with that.. I don't think I'll ever have too.. did that came out right?
I truly love you.. with all of my heart, and all my soul.. you are soo special, sooo sweet and.. everything...
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 14, 2003 17:31:39 GMT -5
anny, krissy....you are both such amazing people....you made me laugh and cry (happy tears) at the same time...i love you both more than a bee loves its hunny, more than the waves love the shore, my love for you is endless....i love you so...
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 14, 2003 17:35:02 GMT -5
anny, krissy....you are both such amazing people....you made me laugh and cry (happy tears) at the same time...i love you both more than a bee loves its hunny, more than the waves love the shore, my love for you is endless....i love you so... aaaaaaaw... Chriiiiiiis... I love you sooo much... I love you even more now, than I did a second ago, and I will love you even more in five seconds.. |
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Post by Krissy2003 on Oct 14, 2003 17:36:01 GMT -5
anny, krissy....you are both such amazing people....you made me laugh and cry (happy tears) at the same time...i love you both more than a bee loves its hunny, more than the waves love the shore, my love for you is endless....i love you so... Aww same to you chris..yo love is 1 in a million..it goes on and on and on |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 14, 2003 17:44:24 GMT -5
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 14, 2003 17:47:29 GMT -5
aww see even when you guys are saying amazinlgy sweet things you make me chuckle you're amazing! aaaaw.. I'm happy to know we made you smile, baby.. |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 14, 2003 17:51:47 GMT -5
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 14, 2003 17:52:57 GMT -5
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw... I wish there was words to describe how much I love you and how happy you make me.. |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 14, 2003 17:54:36 GMT -5
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw... I wish there was words to describe how much I love you and how happy you make me.. I wish the same thing...every day I wish...you're too amazing for words! |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 14, 2003 17:56:16 GMT -5
I wish the same thing...every day I wish...you're too amazing for words! so are you.. :-*I'm so proud to call myself a friend of yours.. |
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Oct 14, 2003 17:59:40 GMT -5
awwww you have no idea what your words have done for me....Amanda, Krissy, AnnsMamma, Annlen....you guys are all so sweet. coming here cheers me up so much, you have no idea! Amanda - We have so much in common you know, situation-wise? Although our situations are completely different, we have both been treated like dirt for reasons out of our control. I hope things get better for you...not one day but NOW...you totally deserve so much more than you have right now...you are so wise beyond your years I have no idea how to even comprehend it sometimes...I often feel like I'm talking with someone much much older than me...and the strange thing is you are younger than I! You are so amazing...I don't know what I would do without you! Before I met you, before I met any of you, I was so much worse off than I am now. Chris, I hope you know I feel the same about you. You are one of the sweetest, funniest, smartest, most interesting people that I've ever met... and you definitely make me a happier person. So, I guess until we finally find our niche... we can support each other through our struggles... and after... I love you!!! |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 14, 2003 18:04:38 GMT -5
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Oct 14, 2003 18:23:20 GMT -5
Anny - aww i'm so proud to cally you a friend too! Amanda - aww....i'm so glad you will be there for me and know I will be there for you too! You know it... ;D |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Oct 14, 2003 19:10:52 GMT -5
My group of friends are falling apart...everyone is fighting and getting mad at each other...and I'm expected to be the peacemaker as usual...no, I can't be mad at anyone myself, and my friends want me to pick sides...and everything is falling apart...its so frustrating...some of them are being so dumb...i just want to...i dunno anymore...and...ugh... also, i wrote the essay for comp. about being gay and christian and we got randomly assigned people to read our essays...and this one girl read mine (this was on friday) and then on monday at the end of class said to me "i thought you should read this?" and im like "what is it?" and shes like "you know, your essay" then walked off...and it was this pamphlet about why homosexuality is a sin! i'm thinking "did you even READ my essay?? you missed the point completely, or are to ignorant to see thru your blindness"..its like she didnt even give what i had to say in my essay any thought whatsoever...the nerve of her! how rude can you be, seriously? does she not have any consideration for me whatsoever? and wouldnt she realize after reading my essay that ive read pamphlets like that before? writing like that are among the things that caused me to believe God hated me and develop OCD/depression...does she want me to go back to that? ( i dont think i will im just saying...) ugh...and everything is just going bad and i wanted to cry so bad last night i was talking to annsmamma but i couldnt even put into words how i felt...and i still cant...i want to cry but cant...and the things i talked above arent all...i have midterm tests this week and i dont think im going to do very good...im all stressed out...and everything just seems to be going wrong...im constantly stressing and not getting enough sleep...i feel sick from stress and lack of sleep...like sick to my stomach...i'm sorry for complaining...i feel like i'm whining...but this is how i feel... Awww Chris I'm so sorry about the things your going thru  I can really relate to it, and I know how horrible these things feel like.. You can't be asked to be the peacemaker, their fights are between them, they can't expect you to pick sides when this has nothing to do with you! And that girl, she didn't even read your essay it seems. She is ignorant. Ignore her, she doesn't know what she's talking about. If she was christian, she would have a sympathetic soul, that cares about others, no matter what kind of "sin" even though this isn't one!! She would be helpful, and kind. Not ignorant and stupid. I wish I was there when she did that, she would have been in some mess with me ... I can't believe she would be so ignorant. I'm sorry life seems so horrible right now...if theres anything you'd like to tell me u havent mentioned, pm me okay? I'd like to help u thru this Try to be happy, life is too short to be upset You should try to get some sleep and eat, i don't want u getting so sick of not eating and sleeping that you start throwing up and losing weight... being sick like this, losing sleep, not eating, are signs of depression.. I love you chris, a great person like you shouldn't be going thru this.. *big hug* |
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maybe its funny the way i think something is halarious and you just watchin me laugh at it...lol 
I can really relate to it, and I know how horrible these things feel like..
