Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 16, 2003 10:25:39 GMT -5
I'm so angry with you
Then I realize I still love you
I'm so confused, with the words you said to me
How could I not be the same girl you fell in love with?
I haven't changed at all..maybe you did..
The last while you broke my heart so many times
Yet I found the strength to fix it
But when I remotely hurt your feelings,
You act like I'm the worst one,
That you can't forgive me
Look how many times I forgave you..
I'm so confused, not sure what to think anymore
One day you love me, the next you walk out the door
I fought hard for us
Tried to make it work, I guess honesty to you wasn't the best
Some part of me had a realization we wouldn't last
The other wanted to be with you forever..
I'm so angry, angry because of what you said to me
It was all a lie...wasn't it?
You said you wouldn't leave me, but you did
You said you'll always love me, but you don't
You said you want to move in with me but we didn't
You said you wanted to be married but you're gone
You said no matter what you'd stick with me because of your love for me but I doubt that now too
Everything I hate especially the words..I love you..
What the hell am I supposed to do?
You wanted all the things I couldn't give you
But you had all I could give..
I guess it wasn't enough
Was it my fault? I think over and over..
I tried to give you the best time..
I wanted you to have fun and hang out with friends
I wanted to see you whenever we could
Am I so wrong for loving you?
Wasn't I a good enough girlfriend?
I cry...because I look over the nights we shared
And now it doesn't seem worth it..
I keep crying because I knew you lied
I let myself fall in love again...how stupid of me..
You said you wouldn't treat me like my ex boyfriends..
The only thing you DIDN'T DO was cheat on me..
The rest you hurt me just as bad, maybe more
It's just so hard for me..
6 months wasted.
How are they not wasted though? It was all for nothing.
I lost my best friend, the one who always held me when I cried
Someone who tried to understand
Someone that made me feel like a person..
You took everything I had
You threw it on the ground..
You stomped on my heart
and left me there wondering
I'm so confused I don't know what else I could've done
I'm confused because I had no idea what you were thinking, or what was going on...
Maybe if I looked closer I would have seen it
Maybe...if I wasn't so damn blind..
We'd probably still be together..
This is all coming from a part of me that wishes you were still with me
A part of my heart is breaking away..
I miss you now, today..
I miss security, love, faith, and loyalty...
But its over now..
I have to move on..
I'll try...I've found someone..
The other part of me loves who he is
I know in time this won't phase me
And I can move on for good..
But i'll never forget you, no...i couldn't
I'll always miss and love you
Even though you hurt me so much..
I still love you even though I wish I didn't because I don't want to anymore....
