Post by LiLisAnAngel on Oct 7, 2003 20:00:25 GMT -5
I didn't know love
I didn't even know the meanin of
I wanted someone who cared, or I thought cared
You said you did, and sometimes you were there
But it wasn't the love that you dream of
It isn't the love that you want a part of
It's the pain that damages your soul
And one thing leads to another
plus how can you feel whole
Especially when your with someone who can be of danger?
::Chorus::
I used to lay in my bed at night
Wondering why we always fight
You yell, and you lie
Over and over I'm laying here crying
And a part of my soul feels like it's dying
No one would put you in this kind of position,
make you feel like you have competition
Make you feel like it's all or nothing
Make you feel like your only supposed to talk about you two only.
And after all this pain, I was feelin lonely.
I kept going back, over and over
Time after time you put stress on my shoulders
I carried the weight of our pain
I carried the guilt you laid on me, and it drove me insane
I was always scared to say something, just in case I'd upset you
Sometimes I wonder why I used to say I'd do anything for you
And it just aint fair, for me to cry, on his shoulders at night
Tellin him our problems, when he loved me and couldn't see me hurt
He was there for me, and gave me security
Showed me what loves all about
thats why I left you
::chorus::
He would never look me in the eye, and swear at me
He would never say to me that I'm absolutely nothing
No one in this world could ever hurt me that much
But after everything he lost my trust
I was stupid, I was waitin on
Hoping that the love thing was strong
But I always knew it wouldnt work
I didn't lead myself to believe it, and face all this hurt
It was constantly on my mind
If I could only go back and erase time
It's over now, and now you see
It only helps you being free
I didn't even know the meanin of
I wanted someone who cared, or I thought cared
You said you did, and sometimes you were there
But it wasn't the love that you dream of
It isn't the love that you want a part of
It's the pain that damages your soul
And one thing leads to another
plus how can you feel whole
Especially when your with someone who can be of danger?
::Chorus::
I used to lay in my bed at night
Wondering why we always fight
You yell, and you lie
Over and over I'm laying here crying
And a part of my soul feels like it's dying
No one would put you in this kind of position,
make you feel like you have competition
Make you feel like it's all or nothing
Make you feel like your only supposed to talk about you two only.
And after all this pain, I was feelin lonely.
I kept going back, over and over
Time after time you put stress on my shoulders
I carried the weight of our pain
I carried the guilt you laid on me, and it drove me insane
I was always scared to say something, just in case I'd upset you
Sometimes I wonder why I used to say I'd do anything for you
And it just aint fair, for me to cry, on his shoulders at night
Tellin him our problems, when he loved me and couldn't see me hurt
He was there for me, and gave me security
Showed me what loves all about
thats why I left you
::chorus::
He would never look me in the eye, and swear at me
He would never say to me that I'm absolutely nothing
No one in this world could ever hurt me that much
But after everything he lost my trust
I was stupid, I was waitin on
Hoping that the love thing was strong
But I always knew it wouldnt work
I didn't lead myself to believe it, and face all this hurt
It was constantly on my mind
If I could only go back and erase time
It's over now, and now you see
It only helps you being free