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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 9:25:28 GMT -5
..to get my mom back.. by telling her that I need her.. But she didn't come back..  |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 9:26:50 GMT -5
..to get my mom back.. by telling her that I need her.. But she didn't come back.. What do you mean Anny? |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 9:29:41 GMT -5
I tried telling her that she have to come back to me.. because I need her.. But she didn't... |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 9:34:22 GMT -5
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 9:40:14 GMT -5
But Chris... I need her to BE here.. to call me, to hug me, to talk to me.. I don't think I can live without her.. I miss her so much.. I don't know what to do.. Thanx for what you said tho.. means a lot to me.. I love you so much.. |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 9:45:27 GMT -5
But Chris... I need her to BE here.. to call me, to hug me, to talk to me.. I don't think I can live without her.. I miss her so much.. I don't know what to do.. Thanx for what you said tho.. means a lot to me.. I love you so much.. I wish there is more I could do...if I could I would trade my life for hers...honestly...because to see you hurt like that....it crushes me....makes me cry so hard...I can't stand it when you're sad...I'd give anything to make you happy...and the fact that that I can't fix this for you...well, it's really hard to accept for me, because I really really want to. And like I said before....I know the love all of us here at ABBS have for you cannot even come close to filling the void of your mother's...I still love you so much I cannot even understand it. People may think I'm crazy for loving someone I have never even met in person, and I never thought it was possible, but you have shown me that it is Annlen. Your sweet personality, your fresh look on life, your crazy sense of humor, your amazing talents, your grace, your capacity to give and recieve love, and everything else about you make you someone who I am SO proud to say is one of my closest friends and who I will love forever. I wish I could help you hun, I wish so much it hurts....and I am deeply sorry that I cannot.  I love you so much Annlen, more than you could ever know... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 9:56:33 GMT -5
I wish there is more I could do...if I could I would trade my life for hers...honestly...because to see you hurt like that....it crushes me....makes me cry so hard...I can't stand it when you're sad...I'd give anything to make you happy...and the fact that that I can't fix this for you...well, it's really hard to accept for me, because I really really want to. And like I said before....I know the love all of us here at ABBS have for you cannot even come close to filling the void of your mother's...I still love you so much I cannot even understand it. People may think I'm crazy for loving someone I have never even met in person, and I never thought it was possible, but you have shown me that it is Annlen. Your sweet personality, your fresh look on life, your crazy sense of humor, your amazing talents, your grace, your capacity to give and recieve love, and everything else about you make you someone who I am SO proud to say is one of my closest friends and who I will love forever. I wish I could help you hun, I wish so much it hurts....and I am deeply sorry that I cannot. I love you so much Annlen, more than you could ever know... no.. Chris.. don't say that... I don't want you to even think like that... *hugs you tight* Thank you Chris.. for being a part of my life.. You are so safe.. so special.. I don't know what I would do without you... I'm just having the badest day in a long time, and I just wish I could call her, and hear her voice, and her laugh, see her smile again.. And it kills me inside not to be able to do so.. It feels like my heart has been ripped out, and that the only thing I feel is sorrow and pain because she's gone.. She's gone, Chris, and I haven't even said good bye, because if I do, I'm afraid she'll never come back.. I'm a 20 year old girl, who just sits and waits for her mom to come in the door and give her a hug.. I don't know what to do with all this pain.. It feels like I can't breathe anymore.. she was my air.. |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 10:08:01 GMT -5
I wish there is more I could do...if I could I would trade my life for hersno.. Chris.. don't say that... I don't want you to even think like that... *hugs you tight* Thank you Chris.. for being a part of my life.. You are so safe.. so special.. I don't know what I would do without you... I'm just having the badest day in a long time, and I just wish I could call her, and hear her voice, and her laugh, see her smile again.. And it kills me inside not to be able to do so.. It feels like my heart has been ripped out, and that the only thing I feel is sorrow and pain because she's gone.. She's gone, Chris, and I haven't even said good bye, because if I do, I'm afraid she'll never come back.. I'm a 20 year old girl, who just sits and waits for her mom to come in the door and give her a hug.. I don't know what to do with all this pain.. It feels like I can't breathe anymore.. she was my air.. awww Annlen, it must be so hard....I don't know what I would do...but I think that maybe you're feeling this way because maybe it is time to say goodbye...maybe this is the right time...and just because you say goodbye doesn't mean she's gone...she will ALWAYS be with you....saying goodbye is just for closure...and I think you probably need that babe...need closure...because you need to understand she is always with you and one day you will see her again in heaven....I know that doesn't make it any easier,,,but......I i'm so sorry hun...i love you so much...i wish i could do siomething,m anything.,... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 10:11:58 GMT -5
awww Annlen, it must be so hard....I don't know what I would do...but I think that maybe you're feeling this way because maybe it is time to say goodbye...maybe this is the right time...and just because you say goodbye doesn't mean she's gone...she will ALWAYS be with you....saying goodbye is just for closure...and I think you probably need that babe...need closure...because you need to understand she is always with you and one day you will see her again in heaven....I know that doesn't make it any easier,,,but......I i'm so sorry hun...i love you so much...i wish i could do siomething,m anything.,... no.. I can't do that.. not now, not ever.. but.. you are doing something.. don't you see that, Chris..? ...I don't know what I would do without you.. |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 10:13:36 GMT -5
no.. I can't do that.. not now, not ever.. but.. you are doing something.. don't you see that, Chris..? ...I don't know what I would do without you.. But Annlen, I'm obviously not doing enough...not doing all I could be, should be...I'm sorry... It hurts me so much to see you sad... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 10:19:50 GMT -5
But Annlen, I'm obviously not doing enough...not doing all I could be, should be...I'm sorry... It hurts me so much to see you sad... NO one can do enough.. enough would be to get my mom back.. But Chris... Don't be sorry you can't.. gosh.. Chris.. I wish I could find the word to tell you how much better my life is after you came in to it, and how much I love you... But there isn't.. so you have to trust me when I say it.. Hope you do... |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 10:24:09 GMT -5
NO one can do enough.. enough would be to get my mom back.. But Chris... Don't be sorry you can't.. gosh.. Chris.. I wish I could find the word to tell you how much better my life is after you came in to it, and how much I love you... But there isn't.. so you have to trust me when I say it.. Hope you do... I trust you Annlen, and I guess even though you say no one could do enough....I still wish I could...I'm just so sorry for all the suffering you have been through....I know this probably doesn't help any....but you helped me through some really tough times being the amazing person that you are...you changed my life...I love you so much...and I wish I could help you the way you helped me....but I'm obviously not as good at helping others as you are...you are such an angel, I could never repay you....I will love you forever...thank you for all you have done for me...I hope I can return even a sliver of what you have given me....I love you so. |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 10:42:41 GMT -5
I trust you Annlen, and I guess even though you say no one could do enough....I still wish I could...I'm just so sorry for all the suffering you have been through....I know this probably doesn't help any....but you helped me through some really tough times being the amazing person that you are...you changed my life...I love you so much...and I wish I could help you the way you helped me....but I'm obviously not as good at helping others as you are...you are such an angel, I could never repay you....I will love you forever...thank you for all you have done for me...I hope I can return even a sliver of what you have given me....I love you so. Chris... Just... Okay.. Listen, baby, you do enough, enough as a human being can do..NO one can bring her back, but everyone can be a friend, some can be GOOD friends, some best friends, some even more.. And you are in the last category..You've made me smile today, made me feel a bit better.. I didn't thought that was possible today.. But you did that.. And you don't have to repay me anything, hun... That's not what friendships is about... |
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Post by ADH7901 on Oct 3, 2003 10:46:26 GMT -5
Chris... Just... Okay.. Listen, baby, you do enough, enough as a human being can do..NO one can bring her back, but everyone can be a friend, some can be GOOD friends, some best friends, some even more.. And you are in the last category..You've made me smile today, made me feel a bit better.. I didn't thought that was possible today.. But you did that.. And you don't have to repay me anything, hun... That's not what friendships is about... Aww thank you hunnie. I know I do not HAVE to repay you anything, but I want to....because you have done so much for me. I love you endlessly....you are in a category all to yourself...so unique, so special, so amazing...and I am so happy I have helped you feel alittle better today, eccstatic, smiling....you are worht so much to me....I will never let you go.  |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Oct 3, 2003 10:54:34 GMT -5
But.. Chris, but.. You have done so much for me too.. So... don't you think about that.. I love you just the same.. I just know we have something that will last forever.. And that makes me more happy than anyone can ever imagine.. |
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I love you so much Annlen, more than you could ever know...