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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Jan 24, 2004 2:45:01 GMT -5
I know they were together for 9 months. He said for once it felt like someone cared, and meant the words she said. and everything he's ever wanted is gone...I wish I could make it all better but I guess being a friend is good enough this is my body guard. he effin rocks. IN ANTLERS. (he's only 19)  we're having a compeition in BEDROOM GOLF!  he's so adorable and such a little kid.  |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 24, 2004 7:00:14 GMT -5
One of my really good friends is going thru the exact same thing right now, Anny...I'm praying for you both thanx, Chris... I love you, baby... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 24, 2004 7:00:52 GMT -5
*hugs back*  I love you, booboo... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 24, 2004 7:03:54 GMT -5
It's going good. Yeah so many memories. I love it. I feel so bad, Wyatt and his gf broke up for sure last night. I talked to him all history class, he sat at the back of the room and asked me to sit beside him He opened up to me A LOT and told me everything, then I did the same back. We have so much in common, he really is a sweet guy.. Except everyone almost lost him last night. He tried killing himself by swallowing A LOT of pills last night....he collapsed at soccer practice. His lungs almost collapsed, his arms were tingling, he was getting cold sweats...he was in the hospital for awhile. His parents tried to make him stay home today but he didn't. He thinks he's ugly but he's so good looking. I told him that and he's like "no" and I was like "yeah don't argue with me" and he just smiled. I hope I made him feel better because he looked like he felt better by talking. I told him to call me, or find me if he ever needs to vent or talk to someone. He said he just misses having someone he can hold, talk to about anything, and just have that. Someone in this town. I feel so bad for him, he's been such a good friend all through this semester. he always helped me out when I was upset. Turns out he was battling depression like I was for the same three years... It's great talking to someone who knows about this stuff. Ahh. I love youuuuuu too anny! I hope your feeling better oh my gosh.. I'm so glad he's still with us.. I'm glad he has a friend like you, Cassie... And that he opened up for you.. And you opened for him.. I think u borth needed that.. |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 24, 2004 7:04:44 GMT -5
I know they were together for 9 months. He said for once it felt like someone cared, and meant the words she said. and everything he's ever wanted is gone...I wish I could make it all better but I guess being a friend is good enough this is my body guard. he effin rocks. IN ANTLERS. (he's only 19) we're having a compeition in BEDROOM GOLF! he's so adorable and such a little kid. aaaaaaw...lol |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Jan 24, 2004 12:58:38 GMT -5
oh my gosh.. I'm so glad he's still with us.. I'm glad he has a friend like you, Cassie... And that he opened up for you.. And you opened for him.. I think u borth needed that.. I'm glad he opened up because I had no idea what was going on. I thought he was doing better, but then he told me that and I made him promise he wouldn't do it again. Yeah I needed that too, he's easy to talk to. My dreams are still screwed up, first one I've had in awhile like this. Well, me and friends were out in a field across from the school, it was summer, and Ryan was still going out with that girl but he was flirting with me and kissing me and stuff. He said something and I was like "well it's obvious you made your decision, your with her" hes like "i know but...its just...some things" And then my friend was like "Cassie loves you ryan" and i was like "yeah more than that f*cking whore you're with.." Then he left and I was talking to my other friends. Weird because I don't feel that way. If he asked me back out I'd turn him down in a heartbeat. Are you feeling any better, sweetie? |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Jan 24, 2004 12:59:24 GMT -5
haha. I think the last picture of him was the cutest. He's a sweetie. |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 25, 2004 7:17:34 GMT -5
I'm glad he opened up because I had no idea what was going on. I thought he was doing better, but then he told me that and I made him promise he wouldn't do it again. Yeah I needed that too, he's easy to talk to. My dreams are still screwed up, first one I've had in awhile like this. Well, me and friends were out in a field across from the school, it was summer, and Ryan was still going out with that girl but he was flirting with me and kissing me and stuff. He said something and I was like "well it's obvious you made your decision, your with her" hes like "i know but...its just...some things" And then my friend was like "Cassie loves you ryan" and i was like "yeah more than that f*cking whore you're with.." Then he left and I was talking to my other friends. Weird because I don't feel that way. If he asked me back out I'd turn him down in a heartbeat. Are you feeling any better, sweetie? You know... you and ryan were very close, and having these dreams is normal... I have dreams that I'm cheating on Lasse, even tho I would never do so.. they're just dreams.. You know, in your heart, that you're over him.. trust that... don't let some dream about him bother u, sweetie.. I'm feeling okay..  thanx, hun.. |
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Post by Ma on Jan 25, 2004 18:45:05 GMT -5
It just.. the chance is pretty big that I coulda been pregnant.. And it really hurts.. I've been in pain all day, and I've NEVER been in this much pain before.. I'm sooo scared.. It's NOT my normal period cramps.. it's very different... and I feel so weird.. I called the doctor too, and she said that there's a huge possibility that I had a miscarriage... so... thanx for caring you guys.. it means the world to me.. :'(why didn't u tell mommy baby?... Are you ok?, did u go to the docotrs, has the pain stopped baby?.....****come here**** ****hugs you so tight and sings Aaliyah's I Care 4 U*****  |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Jan 25, 2004 20:36:34 GMT -5
You know... you and ryan were very close, and having these dreams is normal... I have dreams that I'm cheating on Lasse, even tho I would never do so.. they're just dreams.. You know, in your heart, that you're over him.. trust that... don't let some dream about him bother u, sweetie.. I'm feeling okay.. thanx, hun.. Yeah and I miss being that close with him, but oh well. I know dreams are dreams, but they piss me off. haha. I hope wyatt's okay, he was really upset on friday. I hope he hasnt done anything, I have a funny feeling though. That's good, has the pain stopped honey? If not go see the doctor, ok? |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 26, 2004 12:10:33 GMT -5
:'(why didn't u tell mommy baby?... Are you ok?, did u go to the docotrs, has the pain stopped baby?.....****come here**** ****hugs you so tight and sings Aaliyah's I Care 4 U***** I send u an email explaining, mommy... The pain in my stomach is better now... I love you.. I need you... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 26, 2004 12:12:21 GMT -5
Yeah and I miss being that close with him, but oh well. I know dreams are dreams, but they piss me off. haha. I hope wyatt's okay, he was really upset on friday. I hope he hasnt done anything, I have a funny feeling though. That's good, has the pain stopped honey? If not go see the doctor, ok? yeah.. but it will get better.. How is wyatt doing now? is he any better? I feel so sorry for him...  yeah... I'm better.. I think.. at least my stomach is... I'm so depressed today.. I feel like crying a river... |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Jan 26, 2004 20:19:09 GMT -5
yeah.. but it will get better.. How is wyatt doing now? is he any better? I feel so sorry for him... yeah... I'm better.. I think.. at least my stomach is... I'm so depressed today.. I feel like crying a river... He's doing okay, he's fine. I have 2 hours and 40 minutes with him tomorrow in class. hahaha. Aww, then cry Anny, it helps sweetie...  I hope that the pain (not stomache pain) goes away soon. *hugs* |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Jan 27, 2004 6:57:22 GMT -5
He's doing okay, he's fine. I have 2 hours and 40 minutes with him tomorrow in class. hahaha. Aww, then cry Anny, it helps sweetie... I hope that the pain (not stomache pain) goes away soon. *hugs* aaaw..I'm glad... I just.. don't have the strenght to cry at the moment... yeah, me too... *hugs back* |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Jan 27, 2004 10:23:59 GMT -5
aaaw..I'm glad... I just.. don't have the strenght to cry at the moment... yeah, me too... *hugs back* Aww Anny, I hate seeing you so upset... I'm really hoping you'll get better soon, I'm thinking of you always sweetie |
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thanx, hun..
