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Dec 29, 2003 21:50:57 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 29, 2003 21:50:57 GMT -5
I'm exhausted
from being your outcast
I can't even live a normal life
I'm too busy, being your outcast
Degenerate
Reviled one
No matter how you say it
it hurts the same
Being outcast takes its toll
I'm no longer a whole
On the floor in 2 peices lies my soul
And it's because of you
because you made me your outcast
I can't even write a damn poem right
I'm too busy thinking about my exile
because you made me an outcast
You did
and you did
and you
and you
and you
you all did
every last one of you
you exiled me with your stares
and smirks
your thoughts
and words
Why won't you just let me live my life?
Why won't you let me be happy?
So I wouldn't have to write shitty poetry on some website...
I could be out there living my life...
but you made me your outcast. You exiled me.
You exiled us.
Now I'm sitting here pitying myself
and writing this stupid poem
because you exiled me to exhaustion
to the point where I can't even move myself from this computer screen, this safe haven
For fear of more exile.
For fear of seeing, in action, my status: Outcast.
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Outcast
Dec 29, 2003 21:52:12 GMT -5
Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 29, 2003 21:52:12 GMT -5
awwww hun....you're such a talented writer..*hugs*
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Dec 29, 2003 22:01:47 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 29, 2003 22:01:47 GMT -5
awwww hun....you're such a talented writer..*hugs* please, don't patronize me... but thanks for being so sweet. i love you so, so much |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:02:49 GMT -5
Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 29, 2003 22:02:49 GMT -5
please, don't patronize me... what do you mean... |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:05:25 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 29, 2003 22:05:25 GMT -5
i know it wasn't good writing...i'm not trying to be negative, just honest...i was only writing my feelings out, not writing poetry...so don't worry about it |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:07:04 GMT -5
Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 29, 2003 22:07:04 GMT -5
i know it wasn't good writing...i'm not trying to be negative, just honest...i was only writing my feelings out, not writing poetry...so don't worry about it i know what it was..and i really did think it was good. but ok.. |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:10:17 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 29, 2003 22:10:17 GMT -5
i know what it was..and i really did think it was good. but ok.. sorry, i'm in an awful mood. i didnt mean to snap at you. i'm so so sorry hun...  i didn't mean to hurt you... oh great, now i've made the one person who is here for me upset...i just screw everythin don';t i?  |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:11:30 GMT -5
Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 29, 2003 22:11:30 GMT -5
sorry, i'm in an awful mood. i didnt mean to snap at you. i'm so so sorry hun... i didn't mean to hurt you... oh great, now i've made the one person who is here for me upset...i just screw everythin don';t i? no no honey it's okay really!! You didn't upset me, I just didn't really understand is all. It's okay chris I know what kind of mood your in, don't worry I love youu! You don't screw anything chris, trust me. |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:12:49 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 29, 2003 22:12:49 GMT -5
no no honey it's okay really!! You didn't upset me, I just didn't really understand is all. It's okay chris I know what kind of mood your in, don't worry I love youu! You don't screw anything chris, trust me. okay...phew...i thought i made you sad which would have made how i'm feeling 500x worse...i love you |
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Dec 29, 2003 22:14:59 GMT -5
Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 29, 2003 22:14:59 GMT -5
okay...phew...i thought i made you sad which would have made how i'm feeling 500x worse...i love you nooo you could never make me sad  I love you too hun! |
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Dec 30, 2003 9:41:18 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 30, 2003 9:41:18 GMT -5
nooo you could never make me sad I love you too hun! ur the best! i love you! i'd be lost without you! |
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Dec 30, 2003 10:53:13 GMT -5
Post by EternalFlame7901 on Dec 30, 2003 10:53:13 GMT -5
Like I've always said before, I can't relate exactly to what you yourself are going through, but I can definitely empathize with the gist of it... and it's bullsh*t... it's all bullsh*t... and there's nothing either of us can say to put it in perspective... and as must as you, as much as WE get tired of hoping... there has to be some sort of vindication for this all one day. All I can tell you to do is all I tell myself to do: stay strong.
I love you...
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Dec 30, 2003 11:09:22 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 30, 2003 11:09:22 GMT -5
Like I've always said before, I can't relate exactly to what you yourself are going through, but I can definitely empathize with the gist of it... and it's bullsh*t... it's all bullsh*t... and there's nothing either of us can say to put it in perspective... and as must as you, as much as WE get tired of hoping... there has to be some sort of vindication for this all one day. All I can tell you to do is all I tell myself to do: stay strong. I love you... *hugs* I love you too |
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Dec 30, 2003 13:20:43 GMT -5
Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 30, 2003 13:20:43 GMT -5
ur the best! i love you! i'd be lost without you! I'd be soo lost without you too chris! i love you |
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Dec 30, 2003 21:04:57 GMT -5
Post by ADH7901 on Dec 30, 2003 21:04:57 GMT -5
I'd be soo lost without you too chris! i love you i love ya sooooo much!  |
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