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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 8, 2003 15:36:01 GMT -5
You and her/What you were/Nothing more than innocent/But now I can't help but wonder if that's really all it's been/The way way you smile and laugh/I can't lie, it makes me jealous as hell/Remember us/Cause I haven't forgotten, or haven't you come to tell?/The last thing in the world I want is to sound so immature/But it's all so quick and sudden/Aren't you unsure?/I love you both/And I want nothing more than your contentment/Or so I thought... because all I'm feeling now is resentment/I can't look you in the eyes... and apologise for these words/Because I can't sit back and let them go unheard/So, in short what I'm saying is that I wish you the best/But this is all too much for me to accept/
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Nov 8, 2003 18:36:17 GMT -5
aaaw.. Amanda.. *hugs*
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 8, 2003 20:12:06 GMT -5
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Nov 9, 2003 3:38:41 GMT -5
You are so talented.. It was beautiful..
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Nov 9, 2003 12:33:06 GMT -5
Awww..that really was amazing *hugz* I don't really know anything, so whats wrong?
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 9, 2003 19:13:24 GMT -5
Awww..that really was amazing *hugz* I don't really know anything, so whats wrong? Thanks to all of you... *hugs back* It's just my stupid jealousy... lol... I have a friend... a male friend, and our relationship is completely platonic, and I have another female friend that's close with him as well, and it just seems like they're all over each other... and it bothers me... lol...
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Nov 9, 2003 19:37:16 GMT -5
Thanks to all of you... *hugs back* It's just my stupid jealousy... lol... I have a friend... a male friend, and our relationship is completely platonic, and I have another female friend that's close with him as well, and it just seems like they're all over each other... and it bothers me... lol... aaaw.. sweetie.. *hugs back* A threesome friendship is often difficult..
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 9, 2003 19:45:42 GMT -5
aaaw.. sweetie.. *hugs back* A threesome friendship is often difficult.. Yeah, and I have another very close friend who flirts with him too, but that never bothered me, which is weird. We would always just laugh and joke about it. With them, I always felt like we were a part of the frienship together, but I feel like he values this girl more than me, and that hurts...
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Nov 9, 2003 20:01:29 GMT -5
Thanks to all of you... *hugs back* It's just my stupid jealousy... lol... I have a friend... a male friend, and our relationship is completely platonic, and I have another female friend that's close with him as well, and it just seems like they're all over each other... and it bothers me... lol... *Hugs* Oh lol. I get jealous too. When me and ryan broke up last year and he dated someone else cuz he didn't know I liked him still, I was so jealous i was ready to beat her up lmao. She wanted to jump me then everyone laughed at her, and said I would waste her, and then she completely backed off. then ryan dumped her for me. now she hates me. its great. ANYWAY Just sayin im jealous as well =\ It's not that fun! I hope things work out for you
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 9, 2003 20:15:40 GMT -5
*Hugs* Oh lol. I get jealous too. When me and ryan broke up last year and he dated someone else cuz he didn't know I liked him still, I was so jealous i was ready to beat her up lmao. She wanted to jump me then everyone laughed at her, and said I would waste her, and then she completely backed off. then ryan dumped her for me. now she hates me. its great. ANYWAY Just sayin im jealous as well =\ It's not that fun! I hope things work out for you Yeah, I think they will... because I really do love them both, and I know that they're not doing it to hurt me. They're both quite a bit older than I am... so he couldn't go out with me, anyway-LOL!
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Nov 9, 2003 21:04:34 GMT -5
Yeah, I think they will... because I really do love them both, and I know that they're not doing it to hurt me. They're both quite a bit older than I am... so he couldn't go out with me, anyway-LOL! dont u hate that? Someone u like is older so u can't be with them lol
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 9, 2003 21:32:23 GMT -5
dont u hate that? Someone u like is older so u can't be with them lol Yeah... I hated it... and I hated him for a while because of it-LOL! But if he had been like, "Yeah... let's go out," or whatever, he would've been a sleazebag, because he was nearly 18 at the time, so... But yeah, that bothers me, because most of the guys I'm attracted to are adults for close to it...
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Nov 10, 2003 6:17:46 GMT -5
Yeah, and I have another very close friend who flirts with him too, but that never bothered me, which is weird. We would always just laugh and joke about it. With them, I always felt like we were a part of the frienship together, but I feel like he values this girl more than me, and that hurts... aaaaaw.. well, have you tried talking to them about it? Or would just that feel weird and stupid? I hope thigs works out for you, sweetie.. I'm sure it will..
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Post by ADH7901 on Nov 10, 2003 11:50:21 GMT -5
awwww amanda.... #1. that was jaw-dropping-ly (lol @ that word) amazing...you are so damn talented! i'm jealous!!! #2. aww i'm so sorry about your situation...i hope it gets better...i know how you feel with them being older...cuz that happens to me a lot ...not to mention they're straight lol ...plus i know how you feel watching a guy you really like but can't have and a girl and they both like eachother but you still like the guy i'm sorry i know i worded that poorly...but i feel you...and i hope you'll be okay *hugs* love you...
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Post by EternalFlame7901 on Nov 10, 2003 15:19:42 GMT -5
Yeah, I don't think I'll say anything... because they are very close in age, so if they want to be together, there's nothing wrong with that. They also don't live too close, so I doubt they'll have an actual "relationship" any time soon. It's really a silly thing for me to be upset about.
Thanks for the support you guys...
P.S. Chris... thanks for the compliment. I really appreciate it, but I'm not too proud of this piece in particular. I know I could do better. I strive to be one of those writers that people say are "one of the greats" but it doesn't look like I'm getting there anytime soon. Thanks, though... I try...
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