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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Sept 17, 2003 10:06:17 GMT -5
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Post by ADH7901 on Sept 17, 2003 10:08:38 GMT -5
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Sept 17, 2003 10:12:35 GMT -5
I love you!  |
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Post by ADH7901 on Sept 17, 2003 12:21:39 GMT -5
I love you! I love you too! hehe;) |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Sept 17, 2003 22:47:48 GMT -5
lol:P I can just picture the whole thing..  what are the things you're wondering about, sweetie? I'm good, thanx.. ;D LOL yeah picture that.. me goin "can i go to the washroom i can barely breathe" Teacher--"No go sit down. Go before and after CLASS" Me--"But i have allergies and my nose is--" Teacher--"SIT DOWN NOW!!!" Me--"Uh no" and walks out LOL I'm just wonderin if my bf still loves me or not. Sometimes I know he does, other times it seems like it's hard to tell, like he's losing interest. I asked him about it today cuz it was bugging me THAT much, and he said "obviously I do still love u" i'm like "suuure" jkingly and he just started talking about something else. He hasn't called me in about a week because hes been "gone" and "busy" and we see each other everyday for ONE HOUR at lunch time. no wait its 50 minutes. Plus today--his sister--was like "did ryan tell u about our house party friday?" I'm like "no.." Shes like "HE DIDN'T? Well u have to COME AND SLEEP OVER!!! I really want u to come, tell ur parents i invited u cuz i DID" then he came and shes like "wat the hell? u didn't even invite ur own GF TO OUR HOUSE PARTY? Whats wrong with u?" he just shrugged and then we started playin fooseball (sp? its the table with the soccer men u control n stuff) it just seems weird, i'm half expecting him to break up with me. Maybe i'm just paranoid cuz EVERY SINGLE GUY except for him, has cheated on me, and 9/10 times they dumped me too, before i got the chance. I've had REALLY BAD experiences with guys, worse than being cheated on. trust me..I can't stand to be yelled at anymore cuz wen someone does it makes me cry. I dunno I'm just paranoid i guess LOL. That ended up being longer than i intended...lol |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Sept 18, 2003 5:32:16 GMT -5
LOL yeah picture that.. me goin "can i go to the washroom i can barely breathe" Teacher--"No go sit down. Go before and after CLASS" Me--"But i have allergies and my nose is--" Teacher--"SIT DOWN NOW!!!" Me--"Uh no" and walks out LOL I'm just wonderin if my bf still loves me or not. Sometimes I know he does, other times it seems like it's hard to tell, like he's losing interest. I asked him about it today cuz it was bugging me THAT much, and he said "obviously I do still love u" i'm like "suuure" jkingly and he just started talking about something else. He hasn't called me in about a week because hes been "gone" and "busy" and we see each other everyday for ONE HOUR at lunch time. no wait its 50 minutes. Plus today--his sister--was like "did ryan tell u about our house party friday?" I'm like "no.." Shes like "HE DIDN'T? Well u have to COME AND SLEEP OVER!!! I really want u to come, tell ur parents i invited u cuz i DID" then he came and shes like "wat the hell? u didn't even invite ur own GF TO OUR HOUSE PARTY? Whats wrong with u?" he just shrugged and then we started playin fooseball (sp? its the table with the soccer men u control n stuff) it just seems weird, i'm half expecting him to break up with me. Maybe i'm just paranoid cuz EVERY SINGLE GUY except for him, has cheated on me, and 9/10 times they dumped me too, before i got the chance. I've had REALLY BAD experiences with guys, worse than being cheated on. trust me..I can't stand to be yelled at anymore cuz wen someone does it makes me cry. I dunno I'm just paranoid i guess LOL. That ended up being longer than i intended...lol sweetie, I don't think you're paranoid.. It's natural to feel like that after how you got treated by your other boyfriends.. Try and think a bit, really, really think.. And.. hunnie.. when he doesn't even care to talk about your feelings.. maybe you should invite him home to you, and talk.. or write him a letter, give it to him, and sit there when he reads it.. tell him to read ALL of it before he say something... For all you know, he can be struggeling with well.. anything.... maybe he is going thru a hard time in his life, maybe he is depressed or something.. When I'm depressed, I push ppl away, even tho I need them sooo much.. |
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Sept 18, 2003 19:16:58 GMT -5
sweetie, I don't think you're paranoid.. It's natural to feel like that after how you got treated by your other boyfriends.. Try and think a bit, really, really think.. And.. hunnie.. when he doesn't even care to talk about your feelings.. maybe you should invite him home to you, and talk.. or write him a letter, give it to him, and sit there when he reads it.. tell him to read ALL of it before he say something... For all you know, he can be struggeling with well.. anything.... maybe he is going thru a hard time in his life, maybe he is depressed or something.. When I'm depressed, I push ppl away, even tho I need them sooo much.. Yeah...I got treated bad and that made me paranoid. i hate ex bf's whos put u in that kind of place, where its hard to trust anyone else, and where theyve fought with u so much that wen someone yells at u, it hurts u so much, u dunno wat to say but u get kinda scared.. I would NEVER EVER wish something like that on someone cuz i know how much it hurts. but thats the thing, NOTHING is wrong in his life. his sister tells me EVERYTHING and he tells HER everything plus he tells me everything. its just a reaction lol. Nothing bad has happened at all in the past little while, it just seems like he's pushing me away and he doesn't really want me around. I've asked him, i've talked to him, he said nothing's wrong. Nothing at all. So i said "it doesn't seem like u want me around" he just shrugged and was like "i want u around" but he didn't seem too happy...I mean at times it seems like he wants me there, other times it seems like hes so annoyed with me and doesn't want to be with me. Seriously I've tried talking to him about it. I didn't get any answers cuz wen he answered it was just...too hard to believe. You know that feeling u get when a friend says something to you, and u know they're lying, well thats the feeling i get from him... |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Sept 19, 2003 7:24:08 GMT -5
Yeah...I got treated bad and that made me paranoid. i hate ex bf's whos put u in that kind of place, where its hard to trust anyone else, and where theyve fought with u so much that wen someone yells at u, it hurts u so much, u dunno wat to say but u get kinda scared.. I would NEVER EVER wish something like that on someone cuz i know how much it hurts. but thats the thing, NOTHING is wrong in his life. his sister tells me EVERYTHING and he tells HER everything plus he tells me everything. its just a reaction lol. Nothing bad has happened at all in the past little while, it just seems like he's pushing me away and he doesn't really want me around. I've asked him, i've talked to him, he said nothing's wrong. Nothing at all. So i said "it doesn't seem like u want me around" he just shrugged and was like "i want u around" but he didn't seem too happy...I mean at times it seems like he wants me there, other times it seems like hes so annoyed with me and doesn't want to be with me. Seriously I've tried talking to him about it. I didn't get any answers cuz wen he answered it was just...too hard to believe. You know that feeling u get when a friend says something to you, and u know they're lying, well thats the feeling i get from him... aaaw.. Cassie.. It's so sad.. I don't have any advice, but remember, there is always a girl in Norway that thinks about you, and wish you ALL the best you can ever get.. How long has this been going on? Maybe you should just.. try to do other things.. Hang out with friends and stuff, let him miss you.. REALLY miss you.. |
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Post by ADH7901 on Sept 19, 2003 9:32:07 GMT -5
aaaw.. Cassie.. It's so sad.. I don't have any advice, but remember, there is always a girl in Norway that thinks about you, and wish you ALL the best you can ever get.. ...and a guy in MN   |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Sept 19, 2003 10:30:32 GMT -5
;D and we looooove you, Cassie!!!! ;D |
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Post by ADH7901 on Sept 19, 2003 11:22:44 GMT -5
;D and we looooove you, Cassie!!!! ;D yes we do!!! ;D |
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Post by LuvLiyah4life on Sept 19, 2003 11:43:57 GMT -5
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Sept 19, 2003 22:36:40 GMT -5
Aww thank you so much guys! You guys are always so supportive and make me feel so much better, even if the situation hasn't changed.
Its been going on for 2 weeks, im gonna try to ride it out but he upset me again today. I know it may sound stupid to some of u, but that pissed off my friends too.
Ok anyway i was gonna go to his house tonite cuz he said he didn't mind. then at LUNCH, he was telling his friend, frank, about the party. franks like "oh is cassie going?" and ryan was like "no. Her mom wouldn't let her sleep over" i was like "wtf my mom doesn't care, as long as we don't sleep in the same bed. You said YOUR mom had a problem with it"
he just shrugged, and invited frank to come instead. I was like "fine, I'll hang out with my friends tonite" but my friends are busy so i can't...
But one thing that bugged me, is that him and frank are the only GUYS THERE the rest is like 10 or more girls getting drunk, and its only natural to be kind of jealous cuz hes with all these girls, they will be drinking, sleeping over, i mean i trust him, but after the way hes acting, it feels like I don't know him at all, you know??
It kind of makes u wonder "would he do that?" when you don't know whats been going on lately.
he hasn't said "I love you" in 2 weeks, he hasn't called me for over a week, and wen he did call before that, after like 20 mins hes like "g2g bye" im like "bye i love u" hes like "c ya" and hangs up...
And at skool wen we walk together half way (cuz we aren't in the same class) he gives me a kiss and is like "c ya" and walks away. It makes me wonder if he does love me...I used to be 100% sure he loves me, and wants to be with me, but ever since I came back from my trip across canada, he's been acting so strange. I ask him about it and he just is like "everythings good, im fine, don't worry" then he almost advoids the question "do u still love me?" and then hes like "obviously i do.." and then im like "well sumtimes im not sure u do. anything wrong?" hes like--"nothing is wrong. gotta go bye" and walks away.
its just...annoying me...
Anyway, thanks for being so supportive and actually reading my long ass posts lol
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Post by ADH7901 on Sept 19, 2003 23:55:57 GMT -5
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Post by LiLisAnAngel on Sept 20, 2003 0:14:10 GMT -5
thank you but its all better now  We talked for a few hours, right after i posted that. I just had to talk to him about it. Hes like "dude, i thot u were just kidding wen u were saying that....I didn't know u were serious" i was like "yeah...i guess im paranoid or something" hes like "no its alright, im exacly the same way, but u need to know NOW, i was mad but not at you, if i was i would tell u trust me, i didn't mean to cut u off, or ignore u, or anything, and I'm sorry i wasn't totally honest about how i was doing cuz I am mad, about the things going around (there has been rumours hes slept with this person and he didn't cuz u know hez a virgin) and the fact ppl that WERE my friends believed it, and the fact i havent been able to be with u outside of skool for 2 weeks. I love you, I'm sorry if i made u feel any different. you can talk to me about these things, ok?" then i said--"Alright, but i was scared to ask, and u know why, cuz i thot u'd get more mad cuz its happened to me before" hes like "hell no i wouldn't get mad, i'd rather u tell me so i know if im making u upset or sad, cuz I definately don't want u to feel that way. I DO love u and I have for a long time and I always will. We've never fought so I don't wanna start now, i wouldn't fight with u annyway, wats the point? And I've been thru the same stuff with girls u've gone thru with guys. I'm so sorry i didn't tell u what was bothering me, and made u feel that way" sooooo I SAID LOL---"its alright" and he told me what else was bothering him. People have been trying to break me and him up, saying "she said this" or "he said that" or "i heard things are going bad with u 2" shit like that u know? Cuz they aint got nothin else better to do. I could tell he was upset, but he said he was fine, so i thot he was being truthful, but i guess he didn't want to worry me any though it did and he didn't know that. but we are good now, better than ever I'm so happy now Thank you guys for being there for me and I should have listened to u more Annlen lol. You were right something was bothering him! Thankz for being supportive an makin me feel better. Thats another reason why I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! |
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