Post by LiLisAnAngel on Dec 29, 2003 21:09:50 GMT -5
I still have the pictures of you and me
Of the times we thought were meant to be
I wish now, you didn’t say those words
Because they are cursed
Tainted with the hurt you caused me
Every tear is a tear remembered
The pain inside is so hard to bear
This was the time I feared
There’s so much I want to say
But when I look at you, memories flood my head
And I begin to cry, it’s choking me up inside
After all this, you’d still have me…
Sometimes I pray that you will call me
Sometimes I hope you’ll come back to me
I miss you more than anything in this world
I wish I never fell in love with you…
I wouldn’t be so heartbroken…
I wish you would come and wipe my tears
Tell me you love me like you used to
I remember the time where we were lying down together
Just talking
You softly whispered in my ear “You were meant for me…I love you..”
And the talks of one day sharing a home
Sharing our lives, and not being alone
My hands are shaking, as my heart is breaking
Watching you hold her
She stole what was mine
She is the cause of the tear in my life
My dreams now succumb to the memories
They only show you, and how much I love you
I’m trying to move on, but it’s so hard…You know me inside out
I wonder if this is hurting you as much as it is to me…
I wish you knew my feelings…I just can’t bear to tell you
I just want you to hold me one last time…kiss me one last time
I thought you meant the words you said that night
Every little thing, every little smile, every little thought and gift
Made me feel so special beyond words…
But my words are never heard…
My anger was just a form of compressed emotions
I wanted to scream that I loved you, and when I did, it did nothing
I pleaded you to stay…but you couldn’t…
You heard me cry…you heard my shattering voice…
I heard the calmness in you, wondering if it was a tough front
I guess I’ll never know if you were being true to you’re feelings…
Of the times we thought were meant to be
I wish now, you didn’t say those words
Because they are cursed
Tainted with the hurt you caused me
Every tear is a tear remembered
The pain inside is so hard to bear
This was the time I feared
There’s so much I want to say
But when I look at you, memories flood my head
And I begin to cry, it’s choking me up inside
After all this, you’d still have me…
Sometimes I pray that you will call me
Sometimes I hope you’ll come back to me
I miss you more than anything in this world
I wish I never fell in love with you…
I wouldn’t be so heartbroken…
I wish you would come and wipe my tears
Tell me you love me like you used to
I remember the time where we were lying down together
Just talking
You softly whispered in my ear “You were meant for me…I love you..”
And the talks of one day sharing a home
Sharing our lives, and not being alone
My hands are shaking, as my heart is breaking
Watching you hold her
She stole what was mine
She is the cause of the tear in my life
My dreams now succumb to the memories
They only show you, and how much I love you
I’m trying to move on, but it’s so hard…You know me inside out
I wonder if this is hurting you as much as it is to me…
I wish you knew my feelings…I just can’t bear to tell you
I just want you to hold me one last time…kiss me one last time
I thought you meant the words you said that night
Every little thing, every little smile, every little thought and gift
Made me feel so special beyond words…
But my words are never heard…
My anger was just a form of compressed emotions
I wanted to scream that I loved you, and when I did, it did nothing
I pleaded you to stay…but you couldn’t…
You heard me cry…you heard my shattering voice…
I heard the calmness in you, wondering if it was a tough front
I guess I’ll never know if you were being true to you’re feelings…
*hugs*
